In most fantasy or sci-fi movies, there’s a big epic battle between the forces of good and evil.
However, before that battle can happen, an even more important battle must take place: between the ears of the protagonist. Oftentimes our hero or heroine has an inner demon to slay before he or she can go slay the dragon/save the princess/galaxy/world.
There’s probably no more famous nerdy example than Luke Skywalker in the Cave on Dagobah:
A few other great examples:
- Link having to literally battle himself in the water temple of Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time.
- Neo finally accepting his fate/destiny as the One before he could defeat Agent Smith in the Matrix.
- Aragorn shunning his lineage as the heir of Isildur before taking his place as the King of Gondor to defeat the forces of Sauron in The Lord of the Rings.
Often life is no different: getting healthy, like most other things in our life, is more about fighting our inner battles than anything else – that voice that tells us to eat bad food, drink and smoke, avoid confrontation, or skip our workout. Even when we WANT to do something like asking someone to go on a date, we must overcome the fear of rejection and that internal voice of insecurity.
Last week on Nerd Fitness, we featured one of my favorite success stories ever. Maya lost over 70 pounds and went from “not good enough” to practicing aerialist. She said something I will never forget:
“I’m much more positive now, and much more likely to take an optimistic outlook on things. I still struggle sometimes with my inner demons – who doesn’t? – but I’m better equipped to fight them now.”
Today we’re going to win some inner battles to kick some ass on the outside as a result.
Step 1: Identify the battle first
First and foremost, it’s tough to fight an inner battle before we know what we’re up against. It’d be like trying to fight the smoke monster in the show Lost, or swinging at a cloud. Put a face on that demon, give it name, and know your enemy.
As Sun Tzu said:
“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.”
So, what the heck is it? Often we seek to treat the symptom of a problem without getting to the root of the problem, which is usually this inner demon we are trying to slay. This is like trying to patch faulty code instead of hacking it at the source.
Until we identify the demon, we might struggle to make consistent progress on our goals, consistently backsliding and berating ourselves for sucking. Or worse, spending our days thinking back on what might have been, rather than finding out what could be.
- Struggling with a food addiction or a sugar addiction?
- Addicted to caffeine?
- Drink too much?
- Maybe it’s unhappiness!
- What about a fear of inadequacy or rejection?
In each of the situations above, it’s important for us to take the time to dig deep – go into our Dagobah cave – and put a face on the demon holding you back. This part can suck – it requires 100% honesty with yourself and owning up to what’s really at the root of the issue.
Step 2: Stay Away Until You’re Ready
It’s no secret that I love role-playing games as metaphors for life.
The tagline for Nerd Fitness is “level up your life,” and I love thinking about these games and how we can apply their lessons to living better lives outside of fantasy land.
Imagine you are a Level 1 noob in a new game, and you stumble across a Level 10 Orc Chief. You pull a Leroy Jenkins and run screaming at him and attack. Unsurprisingly, he absolutely demolishes you.
You are then faced with two options:
- Continue to charge the chief, getting your ass kicked every time, and then tell yourself “I’m not good enough” and mope.
- Recognize the fact that the chief is a Level 10 and you’re a Level 1, so maybe you should find a different path and come back when you are better equipped to handle him.
Unless you are a masochist, you’re probably going to go with option 2. Doing all of these things will give you a chance to level up and prepare yourself. Build some momentum, level up, get better armor, and THEN come back.
When you return at Level 15, that once-menacing Orc Chief is now a peon that you can destroy with two clicks of the mouse. It’s not that he’s any less strong than he was when he started, it’s just that you’re much better prepared to battle him.
Why do we do things the hard way when it comes to life, but the easy way when it comes to video games?
- If you struggle with drinking too much, then continuing to put yourself in bars where everybody binge drinks is a recipe for disaster.
- If you struggle with portion control, going to an all-you-can-eat buffet is asking for trouble.
- If you struggle with fast food, driving past a row of fast food joints every single day is a hopeless endeavor.
- If you can’t get yourself to eat just one piece of candy, then putting yourself within arm’s length of more than one is a terrible idea!
So, stop facing the Level 10 Orc Chief before you are ready! Go explore a different part of the world and level yourself to Level 15 before you consider putting yourself back in a fight with him.
- Get all of the junk food out of your house until you’re better equipped to handle it.
- Drive a different path to work so that you don’t drive past Burger King and Taco Bell and McDonald’s twice daily.
- Take a month off from going out to bars and get your life in order before inserting yourself back into that environment.
While you’re avoiding the Orc Chief, you can set out to fight increasingly difficult bad guys to level up your character and become better prepared for the inner battle. Maybe you are afraid of public speaking, or you’re afraid of talking to a stranger you’re attracted to. You don’t jump straight to speaking at TED conferences or asking out Scarlett Johansson. You take baby steps and slowly level up:
- Speaking: start by giving a talk to your friends. Then on a street corner. Then volunteer to talk at a local school or shriner’s club.
- Asking out somebody you’re attracted to: Start by talking to people you’re not romantically interested in, or people you find easy to talk to. For me, this might look like: dudes, married women, old folks, kids. Get comfortable with having conversations. Then offer up a drive-by compliment. Then build up to asking somebody out.
Just like with all of the examples above, that inner battle you’re facing never goes away completely, it just becomes easier due to the fact that you are now leveled up. Thanks Einstein!
Step 3: Study the pattern of the boss and memorize it
Ever played Mike Tyson’s Punch-out!!?
I remember playing this as a kid and really struggling to defeat Bald Bull – every time I got close to defeating him, he would run back and then charge me and knock me out with one punch.
This went on for WEEKS until I learned that you could send a properly timed punch right into his face and it would knock him out cold:
After, that…the fight became a breeze. And this pattern continued for each fighter after that. Initially impossible, each battle would result in my TKO. However, after dozens and dozens of attempts I would learn the opponents triggers, mannerisms, and tells before certain types of punches.
Again, it wasn’t because these guys got any easier…it was because I got better at pattern recognition and had the perfect counter punch for each situation. How can we apply this to our inner demon fight?
Prepare as much as you can ahead of time, and have a plan in place for every time that inner demon comes out to fight! If you are struggling with smoking or eating unhealthy foods, think about the triggers that cause your brain to crave these things:
- Do you smoke when you are nervous or anxious? When you drink?
- Do you eat when you are bored or unhappy?
- Do you chug a six-pack of Mountain Dew in the afternoon to stay awake at work?
Your demon has a face, and now you’re properly leveled to fight him. You still need to study his patterns and prepare yourself to fight him each and every time. He won’t get any less strong, but you’ll be better equipped to go through his patterns and counter attack and crush him.
Here’s an example:
I know that at work in the afternoon I go eat snacks and get a 20 oz soda because I’m tired and bored, not because I’m hungry. Therefore, when this feeling kicks in, I will follow the pattern of victory:
- I will walk around the office to wake up, while drinking a black coffee.
- I will eat an apple and stay away from Fran, who keeps a bucket of candy on her desk.
- I will emerge victorious.
What inner demon are you fighting?
There’s a common theme running through each of the sections and paragraphs above:
Non-judgmental analysis and adaptation.
When you come across a Level 10 Orc Chief, you might lose a few times before retreating and realizing you need a different game plan. You then go find a new path around him, or you don’t come back to fight him until you’re properly equipped to battle.
Heck, maybe you come back with two friends who can help you win – we have a community of rebels looking to group up to help you win your battle.
None of the above is possible without that first initial defeat: “okay I have an inner demon that is beating me.” However, the second step is more crucial: “I need to change my strategy or I’m going to keep losing.”
If you are struggling with an inner demon, it doesn’t make you weak or a bad person. People die in video games all the time; it’s part of the game. The satisfaction in the game is learning the patterns or leveling up high enough to deliver that finishing blow.
I want to hear from you:
What is an inner demon you are currently battling? And what are some concrete steps you can take IMMEDIATELY to help defeat it more often?
If you’ve successfully quit smoking, or overcome a fear of rejection, or finally got the courage to try something you’ve always held back on, please share your story. I know about 260,000 people who would love to hear your story and learn from you!
Because I like giving away stuff, we’ll randomly give away a Nerd Fitness shirt to a rebel who leaves a comment before Wednesday April 29th at 11:59 PM.
Ready player one…FIGHT!
PS: In case you missed Monday’s announcement, we have less than 30 of 300 spots left for Camp Nerd Fitness this fall! Check out CampNerdFitness.com to see our first group of announced speakers – hope you can join us 🙂